Well, just to start a new month,
I have to go to the Diaries Page,
then the Month Page, then the Day page - this actually was planned to make the reader feel organized, and now they probably
need a coffee break
from my web site.
Like a lot of the people
who read me, I have tried to make
the money on the Net honestly, and realized a lot of the articles on the Net are just a bunch
of bullsh-t.
They seem to be dealing in nothing
tangible, or when they do, it is such a monotonous and overworked idea, no fluid can flow from it.
Another company will soon be doing
my books and ebooks, as that will protect me from any hackers, to link with stronger, famous, and secure sites.
I am to that end working still again
as an unpaid writer, on health care books.
These have something different about
them, and I hope that they will not be too unusual to appeal to a medium sized audience.
I read that 30,000 qualifies as a
best seller in the NYC American book trad - though that figure seemed to small to me.
With some days here at 900 readers,
I feel even worse that I am so-so as a businesswoman.
I have made money twice before as
a self-employed woman, once as a tutor in China which lasted eighteen months roughly, until the onset of SARS, and then before
that, as a professional astrologer and teacher of astrologer.
I think I will be self-employed again,
as I work so hard, not just long hours, every day, and with notebooks, dreams, and schemes, always at hand.
It is the plain truth
that I had breast cancer,
and my diaries from this period
which were begun at a fledgling site I dropped,
just cause I could not go through all those thoughts
with no money nor love motivation to push me along
to a set conclusion...
Dropped the site, and went back to Everyday China
Stuff.
There are also minute accounts
of the foods and drinks
I prepared for myself,
and really it was diet more than Positive Thought
that caused the lump to recede,
and I must write those out
day by day.
I must do this Cancer Ebook this month, because
possibly I may help just one more woman, and even men can find the diet information useful.
The raw foods plan is useful for men as well,
and even other major and minor illnesses.
Can it be God calling me,
Ring a Ling, Ling?
While breaking down sobbing over Joe at a noodles
shop in Kowloon - how so Chinese - and yes, for those of you who are involved with Chinese -
Was there family interference?
I will let you all guess the answer and you won't
have to
think too long!
While breaking down
over noodles - with shrimp wonton - I told Lesley
my Big Dream
to start a a Chinese Children's ESL Home in some
poor area
of China.
Yesterday I swam for 2 hours
at the Kowloon Pool in the morning, and then taught
out in the Middle of Nowhere:
quite a good area, really,
I wouldn't mind living there,
if there was more work around there.
I need to raise money fast to pay bills, to help
others, to find a home, to have New Age treatments:
I may start astrology work here,
as I notice my astrology site is rising in the
ratings
steadily and slowly.
I want to link to site for women, health, and
New Age
because of my work with medical subjects.
I promise I will stop complaining, and start putting
in some Interesting Places around Lower Kowloon -
